I hope this is real and at the same time, no

Powers That Be,

If this is really honest... there's a long list of things I'd wish for actually. Like to have all my friends stay home on New Year's Eve so they didn't end up stuck in Manchester with me. But then I would've had to go through all of that on my own and there's what I suppose is a selfish part of me that doesn't want that because then I would've been dead. I would've had to go through all that on my own and I wouldn't want that.

So I guess I should wish for the second thing on my list. I would like it if all my friends -- Colin Mason, Bradley Mason, and Misha Robinson to be healed. For Bradley to have his mind back, for Misha to find peace with what happened to his mum and sister and for him not to have nightmares or be upset or scared anymore, and for Colin... for Colin to be Colin again. To not be the silent Terminator that doesn't sleep and is always on guard. For him to find peace. For him to be the guy who'd play soccer with us and who I would get into arguments with over dungeon campaigns.

I want my friends back.

If there's a price I need to pay for this, tell me and I'll pay it. I just want them back because I can't do this on my own.

Thank You,
Scott Robert Conway