a wish i guess

This might be stupid, and I think it's probably bullshit, but I'd really like to not be fucking crazy anymore. I'm really irrational. I don't want to give up being a fire elemental, I guess, these days it's been better, but I don't want to be thrown by everything anymore. I want to be able to be calmer. And if none of that shit's doable, I want my brother to come home.